Does it makes sense to be confused about whether you like someone? Because I am. Is there some sort of time limit, like, 2 months and if you still feel the same way, it's official? It would be so much easier if that was how things went. Hah, but there really is no hope for this. Anyway, it's kind of doomed to be unrequited.
Gay rant
Something I never got was how people say homosexuality is unnatural. How can love be unnatural? Especially when it comes from Christians. Isn't God love?
Did you know that homosexuality isn't something that occurs purely in humans? Homosexual tendencies have been observed in several other kinds of animals. Seagulls, penguins,  up to 1500 known animal species have shown cases of homosexuality with 500 well documented ones.
Being gay isn't a choice, much like how being black isn't a choice or how having a particular fondness for the colour pink isn't a choice. Society raises you to be straight. It idealises the traditional nuclear family (Wife husband kid). Homosexuals are usually scorned by society and are seen in a bad light. Seeing all that, how could anybody say that being gay is a choice? Who would choose to be persecuted and hated by society, taking at best insults and verbal harassment, at worst beatings and even death in certain societies.
Really, who would choose that?
Remember when you were a kid and certain colours were for boys and certain colours were for girls? Eventually, you grew out of it because you realised just how silly limiting somebody to certain colours is because of your gender.
Isn't it silly to limit who somebody can love because of their gender?
Daily Blog Entry
Ate at Pepper Lunch with the same people as always. Then walked around Jurong Point and didn't really accomplish anything. Then Christine left. Then we wasted more time. Then Joelle and Mandy left and shortly after, Sarah and I decided to go too. Then we saw Joelle and Mandy at the train station, because the train is one slow mofo. Sarah and I went to Clementi so that I could help her with her science (hint: it failed really badly). Eventually after trying to keep her on task for like 15 minutes (condom mushrooms and lolita fetish FTW) we ended up just screwing off to my house where she made me watch something about cannon penis. It was actually pretty funny. I still hate smosh.
Failed at nail art and then she screwed off.
And then it rained.
Yay.
And that was Mindy's Big day out *claps hands spastically*

Labels: Mundane shit nobody reads, Rant, Too Freaking long, Why the fish are you reading labels?

Everyone's freaking privatising their damn blogs (or deleting every single post and putting a single emo quote there). I just need something to read, dammit. Sigh, I wish I had a crush. Someone to obsess over and the little thrills you get when you're close to them. I don't feel like a normal bloody teenager. I am willing to bet ten whole cents that I'm the only psycho who actually restrains myself from interacting with people because I'm worried I'll become like them  stupid. Funny how everyone keeps commenting that I'm "mature".
Fuck that, what's the point of being mature if you can't stick with a friend for more than a few years without outpacing them? What's the point of being mature if you can't stick around with peers your own age because a voice in the back of your head is constantly going off on a tangent like "Oh my GOD , I can't believe you just said that, you dumb twat! Doesn't YOUR psychotic voice tell you what to say?"
And what's the point of being told you're mature when all it gives you is a superiority complex like this that makes it really hard to make close friends?

I think I'm just crazy.

Odds are, in twenty years, I'll snap and kill my husband and kids and throw 'em off a building or something.

I feel freaking cheated out of my teenage hormone package. Fuck.

I want a damn refund.

I want an equally psychotic person to talk to.

I want some yoghurt. Ah well, toodly doos. My stomach's growling.

Labels: Food, Proof that I'm crazy, Rant, Too Freaking long, Why the fish are you reading labels?

You really need to stop changing skins And retard question, who is she? Wanna hang out on National day?

Anyway, normal post. Skipped canoeing today and ended up helping Christina and Anusha do National day deco. It was  all boring me out of my skull  very fun and interesting and absolutely delightful. And dammit, Hui Qin has joined Rachel in trying to annoy the shit out of me by peering over my shoulder when I write these posts. Fluffles and Zorro tried to pressure me into going and Mandy offered to lend me PE uniform because i didn't wear it today. Precisely so they couldn't pressure me.
BTW, did you know my home econs teacher doesn't freaking shut up?

Teacher: "Must cut the onions. into strips. Remember ah!
Us: "Oh,ka-"
Teacher: "Must cut into strips otherwise they'll be too thick, MUST!
Us: "Yes, we understa-"
Teacher: "Onion must be thin so it'll spread out!"
Us: "FUUUUU-"

And then she blamed us for letting the chicken stew burn. Because we kept interrupting her -.- So she "couldn't finish talking".  Go screw yourself, dumb bitch.

Gonna go rush my art, which will probably turn out to look like crap. Speaking of, we have to do a bloody art piece every *bleep*ing week. So since we're having E-learning week, we'll have to DO TWO.

Labels: Conversation Platform, Rant, Why the fish are you reading labels?

Name:If you know it, you know it.
Age:Pfft, age is just a number
Birth: -day cake!
Adores::D
That basically described nothing! Isn't this fun?

I might write something here one day. Might